“The world is babbled to pieces after the divorce of things from their names.”
-Wendell Berry
We speak and write, but speaking and writing isn’t enough
we want charts and definitions to tells us what we mean
words are meant to communicate but
we’re always trying to read between the lines
to see things that may only be in between our consciousness
and our desire to find the answers we want
the ones we think satisfy our longings
I write this because I love words
but sometimes I get tired of how they fail me
How they never seem to be enough
Even if I had a “genius” vocabulary
people will always read things differently
they will want neat clean definitions
to tell them what to do and help them win their arguments
besides, it’s not about loquaciousness
Brevity is clarity
true “genius” is saying more with less
So while I have this romantic notion improving my vocabulary
will cause the world to finally hear what I have to say
I know deep down it’s a fallacy
Because the world doesn’t need knowledge for knowledge’s sakes
we can “know” whatever we want (Google it)
and it still doesn’t change the ache in us
Sometimes I lie to myself and think I need to fit it with these
intellectual and witty writers
but the truth is
I am not them
(this is me)
Just a girl trying to put a face on beauty with my few shallow words
Trying to strip away bad definitions of
big things that matter
Like happiness and success and desire
and God
I am simply trying to name what can’t necessarily be named
So much of defining is about trying to prove a point
instead, I’d like to use it to allow the beauty of a thing to unfold
There’s something in a name
when we name, there is an intimacy attached
and so maybe I can reunite ideas with their right definitions
and be sure to speak the sacred names
all of life has
not leaving out vowels or writing around the issues
because that will never move us forward
And so
I leave you with this;
the one definition, the one name that needs to be communicated above all else:
God= Jesus= pure love.
If that is the only conclusion you arrive at the end of reading this blog
If that is the only thing I know at the end of my life
that is enough
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