when I don’t know what to believe
I believe in breakfast
I believe the day is better
when you eat real food
eggs, bacon
fruit, toast
real butter
coffee, of course
I believe beginnings matter
food matters
despite all the changes in my mind
I still know
one dark day
God died
history paused
frozen with the greatest tragedy
all seemed lost
then
he came back
all alive, all new
and everything else was new, too
but first,
he made breakfast
break
fast
the mourning is over
the darkness is no more
it is a new day
every sleep is a little bit of death
every morning is a little bit of resurrection
every breakfast is a reminder
we are alive
whole
forgiven
so good morning coffee
good morning life
have some extra syrup with those pancakes
believe good will happen today
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I want us to self-publish a poetry book. Soon.
For real.
i want us to create a poetry book together soon. seriously.