depression
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The Only Cure For Despair
Every human is confronted with the same decisions: believe the dark thoughts or cast them out. And I am realizing that intersection faced multiple times a day is really what makes or breaks a life. I am reminded again, you can have the whole world but lose your soul. Money is an illusion. Adventure can Continue reading
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What the Water Does For My Words
I don’t know why I get to this place away from the joy I used to know almost afraid to count my blessings nearly afraid to hope it’s been a long road towards home wet and muddy close to flooding I usually feel something different in the rain It’s always been my soul cleanse of choice Continue reading
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When I am Feeling Lost
Sometimes I feel lost. Lost in my head. Lost in worry. I forget I am not doing life alone. I tend to try to go at it by myself, and I know that isn’t healthy. Sometimes I forget simple child-like faith is all I really need. I’ve done a pretty good job rejecting religion, but Continue reading
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I Know You.
I know you. You think you are the only one who wakes up from a disturbing dream, and sinks back into the feeling that you don’t really want to be awake today. You feel crazy when you start crying when fresh coffee cascades all over the counter. There is some kind of leak in your Continue reading
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Rise Like the Sun
It’s a strange world. Trying to figure out how to be human in only one life time. We suffer until we reach the split where we have to decide if we want to continue to live or not. Whether the suffering is widely known, or completely internally hidden, whether deemed “small” or “enormous” we must all reach Continue reading